In the Buddhist tradition one of the three universal characteristics of existence is that of impermanence. Things are perishable and ever changing. Seasons come and go. Tides ebb and flow. All living things die eventually. As a pet owner this is the sad truth we must face in exchange for the love and joy we are given by our animal companions. As a portrait artist I knew I would be called upon to paint some memorials of pets who had passed away. What I didn't consider is how the paintings I did while an animal was still alive would become a source of comfort and healing for owners who subsequently lost that pet. I also never considered how connected I would feel to both the owners and the pets by the time I finished a portrait and how meaningful it would be to me to know that my painting might help someone deal with the loss of their beloved animal. It's been such an unexpected blessing.
There is an energy inherent in a painting. An artist does in a way breathe life into the paint and onto the canvas as she paints. Perhaps that is why the spirit and energy of a subjects life shines through the finished portrait and why it can be a comfort to see. Our own cat Shadow had a health scare late last year that resulted in multiple surgeries and the loss of his left eye. It was a tough time for us and him and I found my own comfort in the close-up painting I had done, ironically enough, of his eyes. When I look at it I am reminded of his full vibrance and it soothed me when I was feeling anxious about what he was going through.
I am no classical master but I do work hard to create a portrait that I think truly captures the essence of the animal I am painting. I do work hard to give the owner a piece that touches their heart. My artwork doesn't hang in a museum. It hangs in someones family room over a couch, or in the hallway or in their den and in time, after the subject has passed away, I hope it will serve as a loving reminder of the loyal friend and treasured companion they once were.
Steely Dan Passed away in 2013 |
Solomon passed away in February 2014 |
Shadow is still with us but lost his eye in December 2013 |